Verse 1

I am the lost and silent, forsaken,
sleeping in void, alert, fully shaken.
You come, see and try to awaken.
Never asleep, you’ve been mistaken.

Verse 2

I drown in responses, never doubt.
Overloading, boiling, fading out.
Misty, veiled in fog, like a shroud.
I’m gone forever: Aren’t you proud?
Sorry, that I said that: Thought out loud.
Never scout: Moving onto a new route.

Bridge 1

Why shouldn’t I scout? It’s been immense.
That’s why I’m gone: It’s been too intense.
You poured my blood out. It’s my defence.
You almost killed me: your common sense.
Searching my terrain building and hence:
Finding my boundary, building my fence.

Verse 3

Been traumatized again by toxic behavior.
You seemed like a saint, like a real savior.
And I ran like always, response was pssivity:
Going numb, sleepwalked back to creativity.

Pre-Chorus

You poisoned my soul, I burned me down.
So I’ll never ever give in and I won’t drown.
Reigniting my soul and healing from your crime.
See the sun rise in the horizon: Towards I climb.

Chorus

Can’t be stuck forever, freeing myself, finding health
Not yet seeing it – but I’ll find my worth and wealth.
Still the past creeps through and attacks with stealth.

Bridge 2

Yet, I’m still building my bastion.
No need to ask why: No question.
Liquifying my mental congestion.

Outro

This is the, and my confession.
Try to stop the inner aggression.

Written by Pat.